Dirty and ugly
I'm sweating
And breathing
I'm living
And sometimes I become confused
Like
Trying
And crying
Defining
The high priorities of life
I'm fighting
And losing
And being
Examined on self-dignity
But stop it
Forget it
It's nothing
But quintessence of fucking dusk!
I'm into
Depression
Of being
Come undone
And women
Ignore me
AM I THINKING OF IT SERIOUSLY?!
HAHA
They're sweating
And breathing
And shitting
Themselves...
Kinda I can't understand
They're fucking
And dying
And bowing
ENDLESSLY
Why am I
So serious
I should try
To think about it
I'm dirty
And ugly
And I make no difference
With scrubbers
And fuckers
And silly
But useful idiots
I should speak
To God and
He's gonna
Forgive me
And you all
Disturbing me
And judging me
And fucking me
DIE
I burn it
I kick it
I fuck it
I shoot these spirits
In their fucking heads!
20.05.19
