Couldn't Help Crying
Today, each time I sat in front of a nurse, I cried.
I cried when she asked me to pee in a cup.
I cried when she asked me to confirm my name.
I cried when she asked me to take off my coat.
I cried at this day and how I so wish I wasn't there.
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To be positive, I am grateful for the surgery - a chance for life...again.
I am grateful for kindness all around me.
Today, you had silver linings but lots of rain.
Today, was a crying day.
Next, comes sleeping and quiet days and I hope...with the hope of good news, comes the celebrating days.
No celebrating first without the crying.
